And oh God these bogus, my-supposed-to-be-full-bangs-but-looks-more-like-a-baby-cut hair from the front were SUCH an absolute mess! I contrived to gather them up in a pony but they`d just go all wild and lose them self out again, and consequently I ended up feeling so miserable, so crazy, so stupid, so hideous and all self-conscious the whole day! -.-
Everywhere I looked, I saw perfectly gorgeous faces, and that only made me more than aware of my bangs which were in even worse a state than before, dripping and clustered together stuck on my forehead -.- A girl kept staring at me, that lil Ms.Perfect with her long, dry hair huh. I know I look really, really bad in this new, lousy haircut of mine but could just puh-leez give it a rest now? I was much self-conscious already, without her on my case.
So me and my BFFS? We all got split up. I`m the only BLAian in my class and I made got a lot of friends on my very first day! That`s quite of an achievement, no? Since every other person I met, who wasn`t in the same class as me, was snooty and proud of God-knows-what.
Also, there`s an Edward look-alike in my class ;) Oh well, a way,way better version of Edward actually.He`s got this pale complexion and chiseled cheekbones, and is actually kinda cute and shy. Immune to the charm of girls around him, he silently remained glued to his seat the entire time, and even got ragged without protesting! The seniors made him up, and even robbed him of his money. I felt so sorry for him, the whole time my brain kept screaming ' But that ain`t ragging, it`s sheer bullying!' ...and there`s a senior girl I don`t like, she`s petite and pretty and always has her hair down ( I bet I`d look almost as good as her too if I was allowed to roam about in school with my hair draping lose -.- ANYONE would -.- ) So she wouldn`t stop teasing and flirting with him.
The other shy personality in my class is a shy lil girl, and our fathers have the same name, so that almost makes us sisters. She looked so totally scared of all of us. I intend to befriend her the next time we meet, had I been in her shoes, I surely would have hated being so miserably alone.
Everyone went so crazy, the giggling and arms wide open under the naked sky, embracing the cool, rapid droplets! Bliss, I tell you.
The day altogether wasn`t as bad as I dreaded it would be, but it wasn`t exactly what I was so enthusiastic about. Guess I just had my hopes too high, and that always eventually hurts. More or less.
Looking forward to post more about my even-though-it-is-kinda-boring-these-days-but-it-does-get-a-lil-too-exciting-at-times life!
Stay hooked, ciao awesome people xox (: